I’m losing sight. I can’t seem to get any better and that’s all I want. I just want to get better.
The walls are crashing down all around me, the ceiling caving in. Am I going to get stuck again? Or am I going to find a way out?
My nervousness is getting unbearable and I don’t know how much longer I can deal with it. I feel like I’m just existing. I want to be able to go out and live life. I want to be able to smile and laugh and be happy 24/7.
Is that too much to ask for?